But, it all changed...

I've never been the girl who dreamt about a never ending love with a beautiful house and kids. I've never been the girl who craves for a boyfriend. I've never been the girl who dreams about how would it feel to give the first kiss. I've never been the girl who believes in love. I've never been that girl...

But it all changed.

It's like Karma finally punched me in the face, and it hurts all over, now. Now that I feel like I found that somebody who makes my heart melt by just looking at me. And sorry but, it's pretty shitty, let me say, It doesn't matter what I do, I'll always feel stupid when he is around, even if he is actually staring at me, because I know. I know that when he is around, I start acting all silly and stupid and I speak louder for him to notice me, I know I do that. And the worst part is that I feel like he doesn't, he doesn't notice me, not even one bit, and that makes me furious but what can I do?

If Karma already made her own plans...